Tuesday, 30 December 2008
Once again,i've found out i'm being blacklisted.LOL
i don't know why....
hmm..if i wish to be bad,i shld become the baddest,the worse of all and more guts..just like how i used to be few years back..
but now all i want is to be good..to be the best among all.like how i used to be 13yrs ago,when i was still 4yrs old,a nerd who dunno anything..lol
i miss my pasts..
i've so much to say...so much to tell...
but who can i talk to?
WeiWen?he is serving NS nw..seldom meet him also..
i guess he the only one among my brothers who had seen me really broken down.
i felt sad when i repeated my sec 4 as i felt left out among my brothers..
and we were all like drifting apart ever since..
i really want my past back..
it was fun..nth to worry abt..
i seriously miss my brothers..
ohh btw,those who are going countdown with me,plz tag me..so i know and wont left you out..lol..=)
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 22:23
written at : 22:23
Thursday, 25 December 2008
ytd went CauseWay Point before heading towards orchard..we went courts to see furniture for my brother but dunno what he wants..so we walk in&out..
after that we ate mac for dinner and started making our way to orchard..
ytd was fun but yet not fun at all..lol.
here are the pics...=)
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 19:36
written at : 19:36
Monday, 22 December 2008
boring..lol..
today went back school to hand in promotion letter..after that went for a hair cut..
waaa..miss my hair ahhhhh...my sideburn..lol
my hair before cut..
my hair after cut..
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 21:43
written at : 21:43
Thursday, 18 December 2008
today is my father birthday!whoo...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!=)
&WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!i've got 9 POINTS!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhahahahahahahahaha
finally i get to go up sec5 ya?=)but i wasn't that happy when i knew o1 of my friend got 11 or 12..sian ahh..fuckup life.!
hey to all peeps who din make it to where they want..this is for you all..
"When one door closes,another opens.Don't look back at the closed door but focus on the opened door for a window to an opportunity!"
but most imptly is follow your heart,whatever you do,
"Give it the BEST you have and the BEST will come back to YOU!!!"
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 15:48
written at : 15:48
Monday, 15 December 2008
OMG!OMG!OMG!!!i'm so proud of myself!hahah!
today actually was going to return fabian money then after that wanted to go fix my phone alone...in th end he wanna tagged along as there aren't anything to do at home also..so we went down to CWP to have my phone fix..
after i left my phone for repair,we left CWP,heading towards Vivo City as there really isn't anything to do..so after we reached Vivo City,we went to eat..then we walked ard Vivo and talk alot of our past,our memories..hahahs..we were so bored that we decided to go East Coast Park..omg!
we trained to bedok to take th bus 196 heading towards ECP..as we do not know well abt how to go..we ask th bus driver,*blah*blah*blah*blah*...
we alighted at a stop near th ECP's mac{?}..we walked through th underground pass..reached th mac and the journey begin..
we decided to walked through the whole ECP starting from th mac..
in th end we din know where we were walking to..
we walked and walked until i saw smth in th dark!omg..
i chua sai bodoh!i jitao want pull fabian and run but fabian said that its a human..and he was only trying to scared us..i din wear specs so i cant see clearly..bobian..after that we saw o2 super weird guys walking towards us!!
o1 by o1 they walked..and keep staring at us!i stared back to see what they want..after that its really scary!!i saw something behind us keep staring!we started walking faster and faster until th end of th pathway..so fabian suggested to walked through the grass and see how..coz we dun wan to walk back th same way..its freaking scary!we walk along th road and realise that we were in a highway..damn bloody hell la!we from ECP walk until City Hall Mrt!you all believe?i still rmb how to walk man..
if you wanna experience it,tell me..i can bring you go man..hahha!just dun regret..coz there aren't turning back..=)
Fabian,Thanks for everything.
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 23:53
written at : 23:53
aww...4more days to releasing of N lvl results.
to be honest,i'm freaking worried abt it.last year,i was full of confidence but in th end i got 12..this year,i really wish i would get 6points or just the points needed to go up sec 5..
nowadays,have been at home clearing up my home and i found alot of my things from last time..i looked through and my memories came back..
i miss my night life..
i miss my brothers
-MingYang,JunXiong,Fabian,WenLong,Edwin,Jerrold
-ShuHao,Leon,Kenett,YanHui,Benedict,and many others more..(lazy type out)xp
i miss going out with my brothers tgt
-WeiWen,Kevin,Hardy,WeeLeong
esp my 8years&counting brothers..
-KokHua,Andy,BoonYao
i miss alot of things..=(
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 00:59
written at : 00:59
Thursday, 11 December 2008
i rather choose not to mix with you than lose myself..
why can't you just admit your own mistake and change?
why must you keep pushing the blames to others?
why must you keep acting?
you aren't a actor.
if you wanna act so much,go on..go on and join the mediacorp artise..==
you are making yourself patheic just to gain sympathy{?} from others?
WTF..regret pulling me into the group?HA!if i aren't in the group,can you survive till so long?
and whats wrong with peter and titus following me?
is there any problem?
are you just jealous coz they follow others instead of you?
all the fucking things you done behind my back..HA!
and you still wanna act brother with me? _|_ fuck you understand?
i aren't any 3years old kid.you dun have to fucking bomb,lie &act in front of me and after that backstab me..WTF!!!
come on la..with you ard,osama or mas selamat cant even bomb singapore la..
world number 1 top BOMBSTER!
you said you dun wish to make foe?but why must you do all this stupid things.?
no link lehs..some more everytime know that you are wrong,nth to say then say we misinterpret?haha..i have enough of all your nonsense..
dun bother to look for me anymore..
what i owe you , i will return you..
what you owe me , you dun need to return..
and if any of you tio my side de ppl,just becareful..
and who the hell he think he is to scold peter and titus{?} dog?
just because they follow me?then have he ever think of himself too?
who he follow?why he follow?how many ppl he follow?does that make him a dog too?
think before you say others..and you still got the cheeks to say he still care for peter?WTF..
_|_ this is for you. =)
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 16:57
written at : 16:57
Monday, 8 December 2008
i haven't been going out with my friends due to some crop-ups..but hey..i will come back soon enough.
i dreamt of alot of things and everything just won't go smoothly my way for me..
i went for interviews,mostly walk-ins,but i still wasn't being hired..
the reason they gave is "you're still studying,you're still young,you will have a brighter future with a higher degree,*blah*blah*blah*&etc&etc.."
i was like WHAT THE FUCK o.O!omg..
nowadays i have been thinking abt all my past and stuffs..
i'm not talented..i felt that i'm nobody..i'm nth more than just a another normal human being..
all i have is only my own hot-tempered..T.T
i'm gna burst sooner or later........
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 22:47
written at : 22:47
Saturday, 6 December 2008
boring~ when will my be shiny? hahah.
我走了以后,世界会变成什么样子?人类漫长的历史就这样结束了？lols.
i'm tired of being useless..i'm tired of being a burden to my family,esp my parent..
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 13:42
written at : 13:42
Friday, 5 December 2008
whoa!its been awhile since i last blog..alot of things have had happened..=(
sad things,happy things...alot..
hmm..went for quite afew of interviews but the reason they gave is that i'm still studying..==
left one job only..Orchid Country Club..=) $6 per hour.. =)min age?i dunno,i only saw 1 year 1993 ..so at least at the age of 15 can work ba...=)
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 14:51
written at : 14:51