Wednesday, 20 May 2009
past few days,my mum and i had a little chat.
she told me that her heart is feeling very pain.
she told me that she went to see a doctor and the doctor told her she might be having heart dieases.
besides her heart problems,she do have some others as well too.
like for example:-her leg problem.her hand problem.
like every where she got problem and i know why..
its due to her VERY VERY OVERLOADING WORKLOAD AND BURDEN!
today i reached home.she did not notice me.
so i decided to scare her.SUCCESS!
but she told me later she die of heart attack,dun cry.
as she said that it was her time to go and she will be breaking free of all things &burden she had been having all this years.
she will be carefree and without worries or troubles.
flashbacks..memories of the past came back to me.
i saw how i treated her in the past.
i saw how i scolded her in the past.
i saw how she protected me when my dad tried to hit me.
i saw how she spoke up for me when i was being bullied.
i saw how patient she is when it comes to teaching me many things.
i saw how she always back me up when i'm in trouble.
i saw how she single-handedly guide the four of us up as my father was working,he did not have time to guide us.
i saw how she take the four of us out just by using ONE BICYCLE!
i saw how because of my mum,our family is very well-known and popular in the neighbourhood at that time.
i saw how she anxiously trying to find me when i was lost.looked everywhere,asking all people around.
i saw how she was,sometimes,being hit by my father whenever my father came back home after work,losing his temper and i did not do anything.
i saw how she went out to work.
i saw how she worked all day long,without resting,and still making sure that the four of us are being taken good care of.
i saw how she worked more than 3 jobs at a time just to provide us with what we need.
i saw how she was hospitalise serveral times because of sickness and broke down due to overloading of workload and burden..
i saw how she manage to stand strong in front of the four of us when everything went wrong for her.
she has always been behind me all this while.
she has always love me and dote me all this while.
she is sucha lovely mother.
BUT,now,when she dunno something.she asked me.
i dunno but i got fed-up whenever she asked me things.
i was so impatient without realising how patient she was teaching me when i was young.
instead of teaching her,i shouted at her.
i'm just one unfilial son.
i've got so much to say about her.
so much that not any phrase,sentence or 2,3 words can replace.
this are photos of my mum and some along with me.
thats my mum,i've always been proud of.
no one can ever replace you in my heart.NO ONE!
thats my mum..my beautiful cute mum.
Mum,i love you.
妈妈,我爱你!
Utterly Speechless ♥ <33
written at : 00:31
written at : 00:31