PrinceJOKER

Smoker NEVER quit,Quitter NEVER smoke.

2010-07-15T20:45:00.003+08:00

Its been freaking long since i blog,many things have happened and also changed.I'm a student in ITE College Central Yishun Campus and I'm pretty proud of being a ITE student.So,to all those ITE students out there don't look down on yourself just because others look down on you.Prove them wrong rather then doing things that made them look down on you.
Well frankly my life doesn't have much excitement,YET.School started for like 3months 3days already and being late have been a routine for me all this while.So far nothing has happen to me in school instead I'm getting along quite well with part of the school peeps already.My class have completed our Quality Engineering(QE),one of our modules,and we're going through a more difficult time with our Auto CAD and maths now.LOL!I'm very fortunate to be in my current class,Class B,with my current classmates,as compare to Class A but not that happy compare to my secondary classmates as my secondary classmate have already move in to be part of MY life already.They are more than just some classmate-next-door,they are my brothers and sisters,my best friends,my family my life.I simply miss them.Although we still have gathering and so on, most of us are just too busy with their new life and some of them hardly have the time to spare.Well,i've got to admit that Poly life are much more busier than ITE's thanks to all those projects and assignments they have.

2010-04-27T17:24:00.002+08:00

this is a great piece of work man..a job well done by them.

somethin bout the way
somethin bout the way you look
in my eyes
you make everything so damn easy
so easy that i dont got to worry bout a thing

and baby when we touch
all i can see is the image of us
sitting by the ocean
just before the dusk
sippin on a juice box and
sand between our toes

this is the part when we say were in love
and the part where we have our first kiss
but this ain't a movie
i know you cant come with me
you got your life
he better be treatin you right

just tell me you dont love me
tell me you dont feel the same way that i do
tell me i dont make you smile
like i do when you walk in the room
you're so hard to let go

this is the part when we say were in love
and the part where we say it's forever
but this ain't a fantasy
i know you can't come with me
you got your life
he better be treatin you right

this hurts so much to know that you're
with someone else when you should be w me
its just hard to accept that i cant be around
he better be treatin you good
i'm no einstein but i know a sign
when i see one
and i know you love me too

2010-04-26T17:14:00.002+08:00

its kinda sucks yet fun for today's trip.first time visiting a lighthouse!getting onboard a ferry and sailing for so long without getting any seasick.the feeling is like "omg!i wanna do this again!" ahahahah!its a long journey from the PPT to the jurong lighthouse and then from the jurong lighthouse to MSP.learnt alot from the sailors onboard and it really tempts me to sails the sea!sacrifaces are unavoidable meaning the time spent with your family and friends would be gone.awww...the pay is so good!i hear the sailors could get a one whole carton of ciggrettes for just about $14!LOL!really cool..Marine or Navy?i'm still thinking.

2010-04-22T21:42:00.002+08:00

whoa..damn pissed off!went downstairs just now to collect my pants then my mum called asking me to buy food for my sister.
here is the conversation:
“你要买什麽？”
“我要鱼片米粉。”
“要不要奶？”
“买！”
“没有！我问你要不要奶？”
“买！要买！”
“不是！！！！我问你要不要 milk!”
“要不要买?要买！”
“哇靠！要不要奶！！！milk！！！”
“什么？！我都说要买咯！”
“哇篮！！！！！！你妈妈啦！！！！！！！要不要奶啦！！！！！！！”
“你在讲什么？我要鱼片米粉，要奶。你要不要买的？”
“哇你妈妈的。没有事了啦。bye！”*kup*

wakao...really TMD leh!ROFL

2010-04-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

its monday again.time really flies,so fast and its april going may soon.not much thing to do only that its YanHui's birthday on sunday.pastamania for dinner and coffee bean to slack,went home at around 10 or 11 plus i think.

we are going over a shipyard next monday!leaving at 7:30am and comes back at 2pm.yes get to go onboard a ship,like finally!hahah..this thursday don't go what hospital for CIP.argghhh...so freaking bored with my new hairstyle man..hahha!will upload it soon.

2010-04-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

wake up in the morning went over to RWS for my pay and went over to beach road with YanHui and Leon to buy some fishing stuff.around 6plus 7 we went home straight before it starts raining again.and around 10pm went back to harbour waited for shannon and yizhang.around 11:40pm they finally came.went clubbing after 2-3years and damn it was good.8)
well overall for this week,seen lots of familiar faces around.it was exciting.B)

2010-04-16T20:46:00.001+08:00

Day 5!end of the week!yay!hahaha...today only went school for 2 hours,10-12.nothing much happen just took a walk with Peter around gombak and batok area.damn saw lots of small kid trying to act one gangster.ROFL.

2010-04-15T20:19:00.001+08:00

Day 4,reported in at 10plus?late again of cause.haaha..can't kick that habit,anyone volunteer to morning call me?hahah!brought to class and did some admin stuff.Its 11:30am and its break time!off we went.came back at 1:10pm waited at the don't know where for the bus and off we go to macpherson ite for the CCA fair and have a don't what talk with don't know who..meet ZeMing there chose my cca and off we go to batok mac.ate,talk cock sing song.went back to hillgrove to collect our certs then went over to gombak to meet JK.met pohlern and gui hua while waiting at gombak.then about 5plus 6 go home already.

2010-04-14T15:45:00.002+08:00

Day 3...as usual i was late again.met our teachers today done all the class admin stuff and ohh damn we were given the offences and punishment papers to sign.head over to auditorium for some talk after that we were inform of going to MP ite for a cca fair on tml.due to lack of time on day 1 and 2 i wasn't able to walk around the school.i wasn't very please when walking around,found lots and lots of malays and indian as the majority and the whole Yishun Campus was like a Shaolin Temple.hardly you can see 1 girl.hahah.

2010-04-13T18:31:00.005+08:00

Day 2...just heard the news that this one whole week is gna be a orientation week for us.today is break ice day.we get to interact with our classmates as well as others too but we all just seems too uncomfortable with all the games.many are shy,thats confirm but the rest are like freaking restless!i'm sure in their mind is saying like "FUCK YOU!FUCK YOU!WHAT ORIENTATION GAME.WHAT BREAK ICE GAME.FASTER DISMISS!" LOL..actually after the games,we were going to meet our teachers but the MC said "your teachers don't want to see you leh.so you all can go home already.remember report in at 10am tml." all our faces went like "FUCK YOU!FUCK YOU!FUCK YOU!WASTE OUR FUCKING TIME HERE!!CB!" hahah it was damn freaking funny believe me.haa.

2010-04-12T19:51:00.001+08:00

wow..first day of school today.new school new environment with the old me.i was late on the first day of school already!LOL.went to ask around for my new class and was told to go up to the hall for assembly.after that went to the auditorium for some talks.oh ya did i mention that i won a sony earpieace from a talk?haha.whoa..the earpiece sucks to the core man.even with max volume,its still too soft for me.furthermore it comes in pink!arggghhhh.. and thats day 1.

2010-02-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

its been a long long time since i got out of my house with all my friends.since i do not have any money to spare and have been busy doing spring cleaning.not much time to spare..only at night but every one shld be either aslp or busy doing their own things.Leon went back sec5 and i don't even know..now i'm pretty outdated already..haven't been able to update news ard me..well i hope sometime i can go out like i used to.=/

2010-02-10T13:20:00.003+08:00

fucking irritated.bitch,giving me a couple of hours to clear the whole house?_|_
you wrote that to do list on that day and ask me to complete on that day.
then you yourself can just go out and enjoy yourself.come back scold only.
you think you're like the boss in the house?fuck you!don't force me man..i might just go berserk.you only throw our things and never yours.you only know how to talk.you think what?this house mine ahh?only i stay inside ahh?fucking irritated.so much to say so much to tell.i'm gna snap anytime soon.

Supergrass - Alright

2010-01-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

Calendar girl-Neil Sedaka-original song-1961

2010-01-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

Flagpole Sitta

2010-01-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

Everything To Everyone

2010-01-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

Do You Believe In Magic

2010-01-08T19:43:00.000+08:00

Celebrity Skin

2010-01-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

At Last

2010-01-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

Weighty Ghost

2010-01-05T10:27:00.000+08:00

Skyway Brigde

2010-01-04T10:23:00.000+08:00

A Million Dollars

2010-01-03T10:15:00.000+08:00

Hard Road

2010-01-02T10:10:00.000+08:00

Calendar Girl

2010-01-01T10:09:00.000+08:00

If I am lost for a day; try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day

December is darkest and June is the light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar Girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world Stay alive

I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die

But I can't live forever,I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive

January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September,October I'm alive
November, December, you all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive

The Climb

2009-12-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

Life's a climb,but the view is great.

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Nice Day

2009-12-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

nvm..treat it as i talk rubbish =)
since no one believe what i said.
whenever i talk the truth,no one believe.whenever i lie,just a whole lot of you will believe.
well so just fuck with life and ger moving on.never going attached again.
single and not available.

2009-12-25T10:05:00.001+08:00

To Strive,To Seek,To Find,And Not To Yield.

Sugar

2009-12-12T19:40:00.000+08:00

Replay

2009-12-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

I Know You Want Me

2009-12-10T19:40:00.001+08:00

Ha, ha
It's Mr. 305 checkin' in for the remix
You know that S 75 Street Brazil?
Well this year's gon' be called Calle Ocho
Ha, ha

Que ola cata, que ola omega
And this how we gon' do it, dale

One two three four
Uno dos tres cuatro

I know you want me, want me
You know I want cha, want cha
I know you want me
You know I want cha, want cha

I know you want me, want me
You know I want cha, want cha
I know you want me
You know I want cha, want cha
(Ha ha ha)

One two three four
Uno do' tres cuatro

Rumba, si
Ella quiere su Rumba, como?
Rumba, si
Ella quiere su Rumba, como?

Si es verdad que tu eres guapa
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
Dale ponte a jugar, como?

One two three four
Uno dos tres cuatro
(Woo-ooo!)

6 to tha clock, on my way to the top uh
Pit got it locked from brews to the locker
All I.P uh, big and packer
That he's not, but damn he's hot

Label flop but Pit won't stop
Got her in the car, quit playin' with his, como?
Watch him make a movie like Albert Hitchcock, ha enjoy me

I know you want me, want me
You know I want cha, want cha
I know you want me
You know I want cha, want cha

I know you want me, want me
You know I want cha, want cha
I know you want me
You know I want cha, want cha
(Ha ha ha)

One two three four
Uno dos tres cuatro

Rumba, si
Ella quiere su Rumba, como?
Rumba, si
Ella quiere su Rumba, como?

Si es verdad que tu eres guapa
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
Dale ponte a jugar, como?

One two three four
Uno dos tres cuatro
(Woo-ooo!)

Mami got an ass like a donkey, with a monkey
Look like King Kong, welcome to the crib
305, that's what it is
With a woman down here the s*** don't play games

They off the chain, and they let her do everything
And anything, hit tha thing
And they love to get it in, get it on her
All night long, dale

I know you want me, want me
You know I want cha, want cha
I know you want me
You know I want cha, want cha

I know you want me, want me
You know I want cha, want cha
I know you want me
You know I want cha, want cha
(Ha ha ha)

One two three four
Uno dos tres cuatro

Rumba, si
Ella quiere su Rumba, como?
Rumba, si
Ella quiere su Rumba, como?

Si es verdad que tu eres guapa
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
Dale ponte a jugar, como?

One two three four
Uno dos tres cuatro

Baby you can get it, if you with it we can play
Baby I got cribs, I got condos we can stay
Even got a king size mattress we can lay
Baby I don't care, I don't care, what they say

I know you want me, want me
You know I want cha, want cha
I know you want me
You know I want cha, want cha

I know you want me, want me
You know I want cha, want cha
I know you want me
You know I want cha, want cha
(Ha ha ha)

One two three four
Uno dos tres cuatro

Rumba, si
Ella quiere su Rumba, como?
Rumba, si
Ella quiere su Rumba, como?

Si es verdad que tu eres guapa
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
Dale ponte a jugar, como?

One two three four
Uno dos tres cuatro

Right Round

2009-12-07T19:38:00.001+08:00

(Flo Rida)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Ke$ha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

(Flo Rida)
Hey
Walk out my house with my swagger
Hop in that with dough, I got places to go!
People to see, time is precious
I looked at my cotty, are ya outta control

Just like my mind where I’m going
No women, no shawties, no nothin but clothes
No stoppin now, my Pirellis on role
I like my jewelry, that’s always on whoa

I know the storm is comin
my pockets keep tellin me it’s gonna shower
Call up my homies it's all
Then pop in the next 'cause this mix'll be ours

We keep a fade away shot cuz we ballin
it’s platinum patron that be ours
Lil mama, I owe you just like the flowers
Girl you drink with all that goodie power

(Flo Rida)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Ke$ha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

(Flo Rida)
From the top of the pole I watch her go [down]
She got me throwin my money a[round]
Ain’t nothin more beautiful to be [found]
It’s goin down down.
From the top of the pole I watch her go [down]
She got me throwin my money [around]
Ain’t nothin more beautiful to be [found]
It’s goin down down

(Flo Rida)
Hey
Shawty must know i'm the man
My money love her like a numba one fan
Don’t look at my mouth, let her talk to my fans
My Benjamin Frank-a-lins
A couple of grands, I got rubber bands
My paper planes makin a dance
Get dirty all night, that’s part of my plan
We building castles that’s made out of sand
She’s amazing, the fire blazing
Hotter than Cajun
Girl won’t you move a lil closer?
Time to get paid, it’s maximum wage
That body belong on a poster
I’m in a daze, that bottom is wavin’ at me
Like da** it, I know you
You wanna shoot like a gun out of holster
Tell me whatever and I’ll be your roper

(Flo Rida)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Ke$ha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

(Flo Rida)
From the top of the pole I watch her go [down]
She got me throwin my money [around
Ain’t nothin more beautiful to be [found]
It’s goin down down
From the top of the pole I watch her go [down]
She got me throwin my money a[round]
Ain’t nothin more beautiful to be [found]
It’s goin down down

(Flo Rida)
I’m spendin my money
I’m out of control
Somebody help me
She’s takin my bank roll.
But I’m king of the club
And I’m wearin the crown
Poppin these bottles
Touching these models
Watchin they a**es go down down
down down, down down [this line x4]

(Flo Rida)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Ke$ha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Flo Rida)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down (x2)
(Ke$ha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

2009-12-01T10:07:00.001+08:00

damn!my teeth hurts.its been a long time since i 've got toothache.
it feels like its gna drop anytime.the best part is its my front tooth.ahhhhh

the least a man could do

2009-11-28T00:35:00.003+08:00

In life,i've learnt alot of things.Things that a man should at least do which most of them don't.
When the woman cooks,at least the man could do other than finishing up the food, he should also at least wash the dishes.
Most man don't because of 大男人主义(Chauvinism) and 利己主义(egoism).
Most man thought Man are suppose to be the one working and Woman are the ones at home taking care of everything.
Well if you're having this kind of thinking?you better watch the chnl 8,9o'clock program.
This program is really great."企鹅爸爸"(Daddy At Home).=) WHOA!
There's actually another program that is very touching and meaningful.
Shows name is "爸爸闭翳"(Fathers and Sons).It was telecast on chnl U,10o'clock.If i'm not wrong.
Its a HongKong show i think and its about relationship between Fathers and Sons la.
In life,we will all meet this 3 brothers who will always be appearing one after another.
Lost,Regret and Cherish.
First,we will know lost.Then we know regret.Finally we know cherish.
Well you gotta catch this!Its damn touching and meaningful!!!
You won't regret!=)
To measure One's wealth,is to see how many friends One has.
Because having lots of money doesn't means One is wealthly.

Officially Missing You

2009-11-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

awwww....happiest day of my life!!!she took picture with me!!all thanks to leyong and chialeng the photographer.lollol.well if not for leyong i will still be sitting over other side,everytime i have the courage some thoughts of mine just.....
shuhao,yanhui and many others keep asking me to go over and just take one goddamn photo with her,since its the last day i will be seeing her,but i don't dare.i want to!but don't dare.until leyong put me over..every step nearer,my heartbeat went faster.until i stood in front of her,my heartbeat stop.i can't breath for a moment,thinking what will happen next.leyong ask her to take photo with me.the moment she saw me,she just laugh and hide behind.lollol.at that moment,i felt like ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!not angry,maybe upset?i don't know.that feeling is strange.felt something burning from my eyes..suddenly it became so hot.i don't know how to react,so i just look at her look at leyong and walked away.went back to sit down...i don't know at that moment..the feeling is sooooo......
after awhile,leyong came back saying she agree to take already.i was so happy!!!i stood beside her and i'm already very happy just by standing beside her!before photo is taken,she told me "ehh i taller than you".she was wearing high heels?!hahah..photo taken,i wanted to talk to her but...ya i don't dare.so i just walked away again.i was so happy.went back told the rest.and sh say want take one more.lol.i went back,ask her.she also laugh and hide behind.then nvm.i looked at her and she keep on hiding and smiling.the moment she saw me she just hide.lol!
thats how cute she is.haha.maybe this is getting better maybe not.
hope to see you around.=) and by that time,hope i got the courage to approach you and you not hiding.lol

1 more day

2009-11-23T13:24:00.001+08:00

bringing liquor into prom!hahha..its gna be so boring inside that i have to bring my own to drink.otherwise i will really be rotting inside.

2009-11-17T19:38:00.001+08:00

awww...now its time to get a job and work.earn some money and get that damn license!=)

Thanks

2009-11-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

thanks people.i'm touched by you guys.
andy,randy,kokhua,shannon for trying to give me a surprise but failed!and cake.thanks.
mingyang,mingyang's brother and weixuan for coming down.thanks.
weiwen,hardy,kevin for coming down and drinking alcohol together.thanks.
shuhao,yanhui for treating me dinner.thank you!=)
leon,even though you did not come down but its the thoughts that counts.thanks.=)
and for those who wish me happy birthday,thanks.
especially those whom i never thought would remember my birthday.lol or did they?
hahha..thanks.
and last of all thank you to my family who wanted to give me a surprise too,they decorate my room pasting papers all over wishing me happy birthday and even have those colourful lights.thank you!love you guys.

just that some one whom i've been waiting to wish me,did not.
if i said i am happy then i would be lying.
carry on reading if you're here.its for you.
i see you put on a stern face everytime you see me.you hate me?
i'm sorry if you saw my stern face everytime.its not on purpose.
i just don't know how to bring myself to talk with you.i don't dare.
i meant no harm =).even last day of school,i wanted to talk to you and maybe say goodbye to you but i don't dare.the moment leyong said he wanted to call you and let me talk to you my heart beat suddenly increased.i felt that my whole body went jelly.
i don't know how to react,so i just walked away.i turned back and mumble goodbye sliently.
well,now i say all this also useless ba?just hope can talk to you on prom and even take picture together if can.=)
till then...

Finally!!

2009-11-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

lalalalal~ Finally its all over.=)

LAST!

2009-11-10T14:29:00.000+08:00

Last paper.Last fight.=)

2009-11-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

buckle up people!coz after nov 11,i'm back =)
here something that you guys might wanna listen.

Big wheels keep on turning
Carry me home to see my kin
Singing songs about the southland
I miss alabamy once again
And I think its a sin, yes

Well I heard mister young sing about her
Well, I heard ole neil put her down
Well, I hope neil young will remember
A southern man dont need him around anyhow

Sweet home alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet home alabama
Lord, Im coming home to you

In birmingham they love the governor
Now we all did what we could do
Now watergate does not bother me
Does your conscience bother you?
Tell the truth

Sweet home alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet home alabama
Lord, Im coming home to you
Here I come alabama

Now muscle shoals has got the swampers
And theyve been known to pick a song or two
Lord they get me off so much
They pick me up when Im feeling blue
Now how about you?

Sweet home alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet home alabama
Lord, Im coming home to you

Sweet home alabama
Oh sweet home baby
Where the skies are so blue
And the governors true
Sweet home alabama
Lordy
Lord, Im coming home to you
Yea, yea montgomerys got the answer

relax!

2009-10-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

here's one relax music =)
enjoy!

JOB people!

2009-10-29T22:59:00.002+08:00

Now its time to find job and work!JOB JOB!i need JOB!!!!=)

Nothing could be finer than to be in Carolina
In the morning
No one could be sweeter than my sweetie when I meet her
In the morning,
Where the morning glories
Wind around the door
Whispering pretty stories
I long to hear once more.

Strolling with my girly where the dew is pearly early
In the morning.
Butterflies all flutter up and kiss each little buttercup
At dawning.
If I had Aladdin's lamp for only a day
I'd make a wish and here's what I'd say:
Nothing could be finer than to be in Carolina
In the morning!

Where the morning glories
Wind around the door
Whispering pretty stories
I long to hear once more.

Strolling with my girly where the dew is pearly early
In the morning.
Butterflies all flutter up and kiss each little buttercup
At dawning.
If I had Aladdin's lamp for only a day
I'd make a wish and here's what I'd say:
Nothing could be finer than to be in Carolina
In the morning!

4 more days of torturing!

2009-10-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

i left 4 more days of o level.
02/11
04/11
10/11
11/11
boring..lols.maths i left quite afew questions undone.doubt i would get the freaking A1.
and i guess you all are right.i will just fail my o levels and go to ite or ns.=)

2009-10-20T13:21:00.002+08:00

2more days to practical already.my attitude for it still isn't right.
revisions are done,not quite well done but still are done.
off to revise some more already.c ya.=)

mistake

2009-10-12T17:22:00.002+08:00

i've made a mistake once.&its one big mistake.a mistake i never want to make again.
right now all i have is my family,friends and brothers.=)
tml will be Wen's chalet already.things happen so fast.time flies.in about 1 week or 2 weeks time will be Olvl already.mentally prepared for the worst,expected for me from most people.by then,i will let all have some surprise.=)

My Brother

2009-09-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

Brother,thanks for being there when i need you.=)

MOTIVATIONS!!!!

2009-09-22T20:19:00.002+08:00

DIDN'T WENT SCHOOL TODAY again..yea,I've not been going school for some days.have been repeatedly going in&out of bukit batok polyclinic in this month.lol.well,you can't blame me for not going.there's like really nothing to do in school.O's are coming yet I've really got no motivations to study!anyway,i went over to westmall library after seeing the doctor and i finally borrowed one book!after so many many years.but i didn't really go search for those i want,i just grab anything i see comfortable with.=)

tml I'm going back to school.lol.c ya!

2009-09-20T21:32:00.003+08:00

awwwwwwwwwwwww.......my body is aching!!lol
woke up at 9+ to 10..bath brush and everything.
went out and reached batok at 1030.
met up everyone at ard 11.waited for leon and went to pasir ris at 11+
reached pasir ris at 12+..walked to mac.ate.
continue our journey to izora's house.
helped her move her things..total of 4 houses..3 were her relatives' and last one her home.
we moved television,fridge,wardrodes and many other things.
omg,it was tiring man however fun!haha.
well,after everything my body started to ache the moment i woke up today.=)

2009-09-16T23:08:00.001+08:00

i was looking forward to what might happen.
as i don't know what might happen.
and i really don't know what had happened.

2009-09-13T15:59:00.002+08:00

甜的吃苦的也吃.

bro's enlistment day

2009-09-12T00:13:00.008+08:00

lol..look whos botak now.=)

you were my everything

2009-09-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

i hate to admit it.i thought i had gotten you out of my mind.just few days back i told my friends we would be better off being friends.but today,saw you playing truth of dare?something is burning within me.you're still that sensation within me,burning.

[Talking] This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

lost

2009-08-25T17:39:00.002+08:00

whoa!just reached home after English oral.
stress!mental block just now.damn!
i knew how to answer every single question but i just stumble over everything
ruin it all..i talk out of point some time but manage to put link it back to the HEALTH CARE topic before the invigilator does.lollol
well it was quite fast for me answering those questions.
i guess after the picture i just took 1-2mins for the conversation.=)

life is a gamble.

2009-08-14T23:30:00.005+08:00

lollol!i came across this videos.just for laugh!=) hope you guys enjoy it.lollol!

laughing interview.after surgery the guy woke up and lost his balls.

intimate note.gee and sorry sorry.LOL

ninja baby!haha

evil look.rofl

boys' generation!

whats laughter?whats happiness?

2009-08-14T22:48:00.003+08:00

i've been thinking about what i've done so far.what i've felt throughout my life.
and the conclusion was i have forgotten what is the feeling of being happy.
happiness?i wanna be happy but my heart just can't get any happier.
laughter?i wanna laugh out loud but my mind just couldn't laugh the way i used to laugh.
i've been laughing my whole life to anyone,anything.until i have forgotten whats laughter.
i remember that time you walk pass me inside school at level 2 near the life there.around the band room at that time.i just put and mess up you hair.
that time i really felt happy and really laugh out.i was playing with you.
&you calling me "ah meng!" and smile whenever i passby you.
not say i wasn't happy and didn't laugh when i was with my friends and brothers but because you and them give me a kind of feeling.
that feeling is really hard to describe.
respect me?playing with no limit limits?care about me?(i guess)
i just felt you and them are being yourselves when with me.
&you and them were the ones that i could really be myself and not put on any mask.
well you're the one i need.

2009-08-02T20:55:00.003+08:00

whoa!ytd was so tired.!went out in the afternoon.i still thought it was for what..lol..in the end kept on eating.lol.from that day onwards whoever mention CARL'S JR! i cfm will break your neck!lollol
jack's place wasn't bad too.get to drink scotch whisky-black label.=)
well,saw hardy just after reaching orchard.=) saw wee leong just before going heeren.=)

after that..went fishing or you can say bbq with my cousin &uncle.it was already night so we can't catch any fishes.lol
we went tuas first,got caught by police =x after that went sembawang area..settled there bbq there.=) went back their house.stayed overnight.just reached home.

2009-07-29T00:14:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!broke down just one night.
was planning to give her chocolate in school,but i din.coz i wrap it like shit.lol
so everyone was asking me to go and say happy birthday to her..but i was too shy already.
i mean like..you wish the person happy birthday,never give gift like so weird la!!
so quickly eat finish le jiu go back class.
after school went all the way to changi airport to get her the necklace and bracklet i've bought for her.
after that came back..went to her block.waited for her at the void deck then fitness corner.
ask her if she is coming.and the reply was heartbreaking.
well tears roll down my cheeks.FOR AWHILE ONLY!she is so gna be the last girl i will be crying for. (;
well below are the photos of the necklace and bracklet that i planned to give her.

2009-07-24T23:54:00.003+08:00

i never ever gonna wanna fight again anymore!
fuck life!life is nothing but a mistake,A BIG BIG MISTAKE.
it is a mistake from the beginning already.it just suck man.seriously.
we are all born into this world to suffer.we are born to do something about this BIG MISTAKE.
we are to and have to amend those wrong things that life has planned for us.
life?....

it will be the best

2009-07-15T22:11:00.002+08:00

hey guys.well I'm really glad that at least there are still people who remembers me and also will ask me out,whether its for lunch or any other outings.but i would really appreciate it,if you guys would ask me out AT LEAST o3 days in advance.as it would be the best time for me to know.not say that i don't like it with those last minutes dates.i can somehow get to manage with my time and keep up with my own schedule.as you guys would notice,I've began to reject almost every last minutes decisions made by you guys.its not me who doesn't wants to go out with you guys but sometimes i really have my own things to do and deal with.&i can't always go along with everyone and sometimes,at the same time.anyway I'm not referring to anyone in particular.so no worries ya?i just wish to say what i want here,my personal journal.=)

well if you happened to passby my blog,it will be best if you guys take note of this.as it greatly shows ones' character out.if you do this?at least o3days in advance.people would often do this back to you and at the same time you can really gain much respect from your peers.trust me.it works.=)

2009-07-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
wtf!!which shld i choose?!!i'm interested only on those i've bold-ed.

Singapore Poly's Courses 2009 COP
Architecture 17
Integrated Events & Project Management 13
Landscape Architecture 18
Property Development and Facilities Management 18
Business Administration 13
Tourism and Resort Management 11
Electrical & Electronic Engineering / Bioelectronics 19
Mechanical Engineering 20
Resort Facilities Services and Management 16
Infocomm Security Management 12
Marine Engineering 17

NgeeAnn Poly's Courses
Diploma in Leisure & Business Facilities Management (N40)
Diploma in Real Estate Business (N48)
Diploma in Mechanical Engineering (N41)
Diploma in Marine & Offshore Technology (N42)

You,TheOne.

2009-07-08T21:32:00.003+08:00

no matter what you do to avoid me.
no matter how you do it.
no matter how much you have hated me for whatever reason.
i will never give up waiting for you.
i will never give up on you.
you're the one i've once like so much
&so long before.
right till this day,i've still like you as much
&will continue to do so no matter what.

Its been too long since i've been put to sleep.
Should i wake up now?Or what?
Right now,i've totally lost track of everything.

Patience

2009-07-02T23:28:00.002+08:00

if you're refering to me using that?then you sure have cross the line.
you want trouble i'm all in.
to tell you the truth,you nothing but a thorn in my eye.
you nothing but a dog,if it wasn't for me,you can't even live until now.
Forgodsake...once again,if you want any troubles from me,i'm all in.
i've been trying so hard not to care but yeah..
you seriously cross the line which you shld never had..
&F.Y.I,i'm anytime.reached my house downstair and give me a call.
after that,you might not be able to see tml's sun.

didn't i mention 做人留一线,日后好想见. in my previous post?cannot understand?
look for it in the dictionary or ask your brothers to translate.
but bear this in mind..if you wanna play with me?you can never win.
so please get the hell out of my sight.

there's always a limit in everyone's PATIENCE if you dunno that.

Holidays...

2009-06-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

seriously,holidays are fun but its kinda of not fun without school.LOL.
hmm..know alot of things already but during the holidays,i knew more.
well all i have to say is 做人留一线,日后好想见.

Shan's Wedding dinner

2009-06-09T23:50:00.012+08:00

Alright people!these are the photos for 07/06/09.Shan's wedding photos part 1,which are in my phone,part 2 coming soon..hahhas..
Woke up early in the morning by WeiWen's morning call just to prepare myself at around 11am++.By the time i bathed and prepare finish everything,its still only around 11am++ going 12nn.Waited for WeiWen's call to say he is done.It was only about 2pm++ then he call.TMD!!!Wear clothes and everything,went down to meet him.Chatted awhile on what to wear so its presentable,after that went over to Junior's house.&WTF!He just started bathing only.LOL!So we waited for about 1-2hrs for him to get all ready and us helping him to pair-up his clothes.Went over to ZhangAn's house as he just woke up.When we reached his house,he was shitting halfway through.hahha!!He came out just to help us open the door.=) Waited for him 1-2hrs,also,to get all things ready and his girlfriend to come.It was around 5pm when we went to take bus188 to Chevron.Before we took the bus,waited for Sabrina for quite long about 1hr.*blahblahblah*
Reached Chevron.Smoked before going in.Saw quite a few familiar faces over there.Took photos with Shan by the photographer over there,which are the part 2 photos i mentioned,then went over to our seats.Put down our things,went to smoke again,chatted outside the ballroom for awhile then *blahblahblah* LOL!
The dinner starts at around 6:30pm+ or 7pm++ .As Shan walks down the red carpet,we are happy for her man,seriously.I've known her quite long but not as long as Sabrina,Junior,ZhangAn and WeiWen but i guess i've witnessed the growth of some one.I've seen her changed.She is so beautiful that night!hahah..she really has changed alot since the day i know her.Now she is gna be a mother by this year and i'm just finishing my O lvl this year.ROFL!so paiseh siol.
Well,it was fun during the dinner.Games,Food and there is even dance floor after the dinner!that was the most fun part over there!hahha..besides drinking tiger beer we drank red wine too and we even won a red wine during the games we played.
So after the dinner and dancing,we took photos before bidding goodbye with Shan.
went downstair to drink again.opened whiskey to drink.omg it was the best night ever people!finally i got drunk and also vomited after so long.it was the first time drinking with them too..=) we kept on challenging each other to bottomsup and Junior was the first one down!hahha..i'm the next.lol.i drank much more than anyone of them siol..i started drinking already before i went for the dinner..lol.i drank red wine,tiger beer(free flow) and whiskey.whoo!shiok man!we kept on drinking until we finish the whole whiskey and red wine.went over to 371 to drink again..this time only ZhangAn and WeiWen drink only.haha..i'm too tired already..ohh ya sabrina also got drink with them a lil bit..hahah =)
Well,all i can say is the guys were all drunk.ladys took the cab home.lucky i was able to pick myself up before i went back home..i was quite ok already before we left for home.so...=)

2009-05-20T00:31:00.003+08:00

past few days,my mum and i had a little chat.
she told me that her heart is feeling very pain.
she told me that she went to see a doctor and the doctor told her she might be having heart dieases.
besides her heart problems,she do have some others as well too.
like for example:-her leg problem.her hand problem.
like every where she got problem and i know why..
its due to her VERY VERY OVERLOADING WORKLOAD AND BURDEN!
today i reached home.she did not notice me.
so i decided to scare her.SUCCESS!
but she told me later she die of heart attack,dun cry.
as she said that it was her time to go and she will be breaking free of all things &burden she had been having all this years.
she will be carefree and without worries or troubles.
flashbacks..memories of the past came back to me.
i saw how i treated her in the past.
i saw how i scolded her in the past.
i saw how she protected me when my dad tried to hit me.
i saw how she spoke up for me when i was being bullied.
i saw how patient she is when it comes to teaching me many things.
i saw how she always back me up when i'm in trouble.
i saw how she single-handedly guide the four of us up as my father was working,he did not have time to guide us.
i saw how she take the four of us out just by using ONE BICYCLE!
i saw how because of my mum,our family is very well-known and popular in the neighbourhood at that time.
i saw how she anxiously trying to find me when i was lost.looked everywhere,asking all people around.
i saw how she was,sometimes,being hit by my father whenever my father came back home after work,losing his temper and i did not do anything.
i saw how she went out to work.
i saw how she worked all day long,without resting,and still making sure that the four of us are being taken good care of.
i saw how she worked more than 3 jobs at a time just to provide us with what we need.
i saw how she was hospitalise serveral times because of sickness and broke down due to overloading of workload and burden..
i saw how she manage to stand strong in front of the four of us when everything went wrong for her.
she has always been behind me all this while.
she has always love me and dote me all this while.
she is sucha lovely mother.
BUT,now,when she dunno something.she asked me.
i dunno but i got fed-up whenever she asked me things.
i was so impatient without realising how patient she was teaching me when i was young.
instead of teaching her,i shouted at her.
i'm just one unfilial son.
i've got so much to say about her.
so much that not any phrase,sentence or 2,3 words can replace.

this are photos of my mum and some along with me.

thats my mum,i've always been proud of.
no one can ever replace you in my heart.NO ONE!
thats my mum..my beautiful cute mum.
Mum,i love you.
妈妈,我爱你!

Reunion dinner =)

2009-05-18T19:33:00.006+08:00

Saturday night went out with o2 of my brothers and one of their friend.
we went for a drink and only then i realise that i don't like to drink or smoke.
i just smoke and drink for the sake of smoking and drinking.
no any particular reasons.

Sunday,whole day ,i stayed at home and slept throughout.
woke up and studied for physic,for awhile then went back to sleep.
woke up again to eat and bath all this..used lappy awhile.
after that ShuHao msg me ask me to prepare,which i already prepared.LOL
thanks for the reminder.=)
went back to revise physic and i did not notice the time!awww..shit!
i quickly send the msg (hoping that i'm not too late!)hahhas..
after that went to sleep.

Today i was browsing through my childhood and saw some of my photos
i was like...OMGOSH!!!do i really looked like that in the past?haha!
here are the photos..hope i will find back some of them and we will have some reunion outing or something.haha

&lastly,i saw your beautiful smile again =)

2009-05-16T00:38:00.004+08:00

right now i don't even know how many papers i had left with.
geography paper was halfway done,to be exact halfway through Question 2c and did not attempt last Question,before the time is up.
math paper 1 was quite unexpectedly easy due to the math paper 2 which was so damn freaking hard laaaaaa!!
English paper 2 was quite confusing as i kept on stuck one question after another,did not manage to complete my summary.ended up handing in draft for summary.LOL
today i heard one of my friend saying you're pretty.
here the conversation that i could remember,should be like that.
Friend A said:

"ehh see the second girl in front of YanTing,chio right"

Friend B said:

"haha.you want you go jio lor.haha"

ROFL!my mood was spoiled.but still,have to do my chemistry paper.
chemistry paper was quite easy,i did not study for it.i just ran through the paper with my basic knowledge and if i pass,its just pure luck.=)

I'm seriously in love with you.
Girl,you're just that attractive.aren't you?=)

2009-05-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

hmm...went out with brother and goodfriend..shared alot of things.
its been along time since i met them..but we went home at 4+ .
hmm..slept,woke up at 7..rush to bath,wore my uniform,shoes and rush to school.
first paper is chinese paper 1,easy i can say..
hmm..next up was math paper 2,DAMN FREAKING HARD!!!!!(for some questions only)
and i din have enough time to finish it!damn it..
left alot of blanks,din manage to even touch on some questions...
but one thing i find it funny because when the teacher said "times up!"
i looked up and saw MANY PEOPLE continue to do!mostly express people!
they were like rushing through the paper!!!hahaha...some slept without even trying..lol..

well tml no school.
thursday is geo and math paper 1
my hope of getting 10 points will never come.
now i only wish for 20..
got 20 i already 南无阿弥陀佛..
that is AMITABHA

right now,you're no longer in my mind......

2009-05-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

you haven't been online for like a month?i've been guessing why..
& i tot you might be appearing offline or blocking me or just never use com and online?...
yeah..guess people are right?loving someone can't last over a long period of time..
right now its exam period and i kept thinking of you during exam..
maybe because you sat near where i sit?which i shldn't..
as i will let my friends down..
as its exam period now,so....
right now you're no longer in my mind
because..........
i've proved people wrong!!!

you will always be in my heart =)
&i'm crazy about you.

2009-05-09T00:13:00.003+08:00

argghhhhhh!!damn angry man..i actually studied the wrong thing for SS!!
lucky i did some last min study in the morning.lol..hopefully can pass uhh..
ohh and chinese!!!i left the whole passage B BLANK!!!!!!!!!!
20+ marks lidat gone..still say that i would get 10points..for Olvl..damn
look at my result and i'm..........arggghhhhh

I KNOW THE MEANING OF DOUCHEBAG ALREADY!!!!HAHAH

[edit] NounSingular
douchebag
Plural
douchebags

douchebag (plural douchebags)

(US, slang) A jerk; a mean or rude person.
(US, slang) An idiot, a dim-witted person.
(US, slang) An individual who has an over-inflated sense of self worth, compounded by a low level of intelligence, behaving ridiculously in front of colleagues with no sense of how moronic he appears.
That dude is a douchebag.
That douchebag ruined my shrimp cocktail.
Why doesn't that guy get a job? He's a regular douchebag.

ohh suddenly i've wanna eat pastamania..lol
i've seen you smile once again..=)

2009-05-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

ahhh..shit,i'm done for it..
if its base on my result for eng paper 1,i'm gna fail.
all because i did not really pay attention during english lesson..
regret man!&i only have a total of 5 subjects..
english down,4 more to go?
tml its social studies and chinese paper 2..
i can't afford to lose this battle..i can't afford to fail my other subject..

ohhohh!!she sat near to where i'm sitting..LOL
after exam also saw her at batok mac.=)

明日的一战,将要来临,这一战将决定我的一生

2009-05-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

omg MYE starts tml already..time flies..
the battle of my future lies with the first paper..
the battle starts tml and i'm not gna lose this..
i've lost alot of things already.
Time,relationships,friendships,brotherships &kinships.
many many different things...
can i really do what my brothers had said to me?
can i really do it?

everytime i see you,i can't bring myself to step in front and talk with you.

Memories of some of my fun times ); part 3

2009-04-26T19:59:00.021+08:00

Memories of some of my fun times ); part 2

2009-04-23T20:51:00.029+08:00

Memories of some of my fun times );

2009-04-21T19:02:00.056+08:00

my favourite pic =)

2009-04-15T17:06:00.002+08:00

i'm just that freaking bored now!argghhh!i meant its boring to keep revise on notes..
i wanna smile whole day long..i told myself in the beginning of the year to smile everyday and every time..well i did and i'm actually quite happy every now and then..=)
this year is definitly gna be better than others.i've change my perspective towards quite a few people..some bad some good?
how i wish i had not drop to NA and retake my N level even..
otherwise i would be either in poly or ite..darn it.wasted my 2 years of life..
i regret for not studying hard in the past.

ohhh ohhh i just cut my hair.=) yeah,its still the same old pattern..who ask me to still be in secondary school life?!rofl.
&i miss your smile.^^

you're oh sooooo.. beautifully imperfection

2009-04-14T18:54:00.004+08:00

i notice since ytd that you have your hair cut huh..it looks great on you =)
well actually,you look great in whatever hairstyle lurhhs..
hmmm..i still felt abit weird,i dunno why.i only dare talk to you online but in real,i can't.
but no worries!i must try to be thick skin and talk with you?see how it goes.

i've been thinking about this..."who is perfect?"
if you're good in studies,score high marks for everything?
-you're a perfect student.
if you're good at communicating,and have lots of loyal friends?
-you're a perfect friend.
if you've been helping out in the households chores,and never do anything disrecpectfully towards your parents?
-you're a perfect child.
BUT!!!even if you're the perfect man,without "LOVE"?
-you're imperfect.
HOWEVER!!!!even the best,PERFECT MAN!aren't perfect when it comes to relationships.
-they're just as clumsy as dumbo!
(ESPECIALLY MAN!)
SOOOO who says there are perfect people in the world?

&i just love your that beautifully imperfection =)

2009-03-31T13:58:00.001+08:00

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2009-03-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

its been 3years and counting after knowing you..i should not have like you..
i felt that i never should have know you in the first place.
i've been trying to keep you off my mind,avoiding you and hating you..
but i can't..
your smile,your eyes they are just so attractively irresisable..!darn it..
during recess i've been looking at you without you noticing..&just looking at your backview would just be enough for me..
it just sucks..

2009-03-21T23:48:00.002+08:00

what's the most basic thing that a "Friend" is require to have?
-Respect?
-Trust?
Then what's the most basic thing that a "True Friend/Brother/Sister" is require to have?
-NOTHING!understand?!

sometimes,its just all the small little things that matters.
its just that small little things that people can identify the real you.
so when some ones tried to tell you,tries to change you..they are your true friends!
because all they want,is nothing but for you to be happy and good.=)

You are my best friend,
My very best friend,
You make me happy,
Everyday,
You share your great snacks,
You share your best toys,
So please don't take
My best friend away.

My Best Friend
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long

I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there

I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

When I cry you help me out
When I'm happy you hear me shout
When I grin you know I'm really mad
because you are my best friend
You can tell when I'm sad

You're there in thick and thin
You're my best friend
You hear me out when I want to talk
You help me out when I get mad
You are the bestest friend I've ever had

So hear me out when I say
You're the light in my day
You are the moon in my night
You shine very bright
You are the bestest friend I have
and I miss you

As we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.

These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.

Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.

This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends, God sends our way,
Remain forever near.

We've joined together as classmates
as the new year begins...
A year full of learning
while we become friends.
We'll share and be kind
as we work and play.
And our friendship will grow
with each passing day.

I had a box of crayons,
All shiny, straight and new.
I lent a friend one crayon,
And--oops--it broke in two!

My friend said she was sorry,
But I said "I don't care,
'cause now we both can color
with one crayon--we can share!"

Anyone can stand by you when you are right, but a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong...
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls. A real friend doesn't have to.

A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life.

A real friend says, "What's new with you?"

A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.

A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it."

A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.

A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!

FRIENDSHIP IS A PRICELESS GIFT

THAT CANNOT BE BOUGHT OR SOLD

BUT ITS VALUE IS FAR GREATER

THAN THE MOUNTAIN MADE OF GOLD

FOR GOLD IS COLD & LIFELESS

IT CAN NEITHER SEE NOR HEAR

& IN THE TIME OF TROUBLE

IT IS POWER LESS 2 CHEER--

IT HAS NO EARS 2 LISTEN

NOR HEART 2 UNDERSTAND

IT CANNOT BRING U CONFORT

OR REACH OUT A HELPING HAND

SO WHEN U ASK

GOD FOR A GIFT

BE THANKFUL IF HE SENDS

NOT DIAMONDS, PEARLS OR RICHES

BUT THE LOVE OF REAL TRUE FRIENDS

2009-03-16T17:59:00.005+08:00

Another quiet tear
Streaks down my face
Another night of desolation
And solitude
Just accept me
For what i am
Don't make promises
That you won't keep
Who needs dreams
When we have each other
Who needs tomorrow
When we have today

If you think of someone else,you lose yourself.
I like to be footloose and carefree.
If i like a flower,i don't have to pick it.
If i like the wind,i don't need to bag it.
If i like a cloud,i don't need to hold it.
All i want are... flings!
& Flings is not forever.

Righteousness exists in Heaven and on Earth.
Merging into all life forms.
On Earth,it's in the rivers and mountains.
In Heaven,it resides in the sun and the stars.

Growing up is tough.You will see the ugly side of the world.
When you grow up.It will all become clearer to you.
Everything is ugly.But within all the ugliness.
You'll eventually find something beautiful.
And it'll be your job to protect it.
Are you brave enough for that?

2009-03-13T13:48:00.001+08:00

i felt so terrible for giving others false hope..
just because of those mistakes i made..
i've cause most of my classmates abit sad..
i'm sorry.
sorry for giving you all false hope..

2009-03-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

There is a difference between knowing the path and walking the path..
&Believe me when i said we have a difficult time ahead of us.
BUT if we are to prepare for it,we must first shared our feelings.
I stand here before you now truthfully,unafraid.Why?
Because i believe something you do not?NO!
I stand here without fear because i remembered...
I REMEMBERED that i am here not because of the path that lies before me!
But because of the path that lies behind me!

2009-03-08T23:29:00.006+08:00

life is like this..you guys gotta be more relaxed..if you're afraid of death?read this.
"Softly as i leave.Softly as i came.Not taking with me any trace of the clouds"
"轻轻的我走了，正如我轻轻的来；我轻轻的招手，作别西天的云彩。"
"悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来；我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。"

2009-03-02T20:54:00.003+08:00

i remember there was a few times a few of my brothers told me this..

"ignore all negative comments and only listen to the positive ones!"
"dun care what others think of you.its how you look at yourself."
"dun care abt what others said abt you,only care abt what you said abt others."
"people treat you bad?dun treat them bad too.instead,treat them better."
"people treat you good,you MUST not take it for granted.in return,treat them much better than how you treat them before or much better than how they treat you."
"forgive and forget.we are the ones who choose which way to go,not the way choose us."
"believe in fate.meanwhile try to make your life better for it is us who chooses our own destiny."
and alot more i forgot..haha=)
so the bottomline is...be yourself and overcome all obstacle in your life.you reap what you sow..

"what you have done in the past have made what you are today.what you done now will become what you are in the future."
so guys,rmb this!!!~ =)

2009-02-25T21:21:00.003+08:00

ohh..common test is just 2days ltr..meaning on friday..
soooooooooo *WOOOT* la..lol
i've started studying already..but still not sure abt many things..
and i've got this habit like..
whatever i learn,once i started doing the papers,i forgot everything...lol..
ANW,Kok Hua is gna have his piano performance soon!hahaha..and i'm not gna miss it..=)

1st March Sunday,4pm.
-ben&jerry(TheCathay)
-dhobyghaut mrt.
-$8 inclusive of ice cream and toppings.
-Free flows of coffee/tea.

go support him if can..=)

btw,to all..
忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空
做人一定要能放得开
一定要能屈能伸
君子报仇十年不晚
不要就因为一时的总动而做错事

2009-02-23T21:12:00.001+08:00

LOLLOL!!fighting aren't good for health..hahah..
treasure what you have now or you will regret now..=)
right now,i will only treasure my BROTHERS!who are so real to me.=)

2009-02-22T23:03:00.004+08:00

isn't its too late to apologize?i mean after all the things have happened..and only after i can't tolerate anymore?whats the use?don't bother explaining..i'm lidat,if its my wrong i will admit..but if its not _|_ off then..i mean seriously..what for?why you blame others?why can't you just admit...why are you pushing blames around..i cannot understand so many things..but hey,you know what..from today onwards..only families and brothers can OWN me..and no one else..SO...
"IF YOU LOVE ME THEN FUCK YOU,IF YOU HATE ME THEN FUCKKK YOU!"
and i won't quit smoking..i will continue to smoke..drink &etc..
not becoz of anything but becoz i want..
i want to die early.rofl..
and right now,i'm thinking of going back clubbing and pub already..lol..
but too bad..bad economics..lol

2009-02-19T17:18:00.002+08:00

woooooooooot.felt really happy.at the same time felt fucking annoy..damn piss-ed off..today during recess you tap me talk to me i was listening when you talk so i look at you.i was feeling really happy.. :) but i din know you actually ask me why i never TALK TO HER?i was like WTF..damn piss-ed off..damn fed-up..i kept quiet.
after eating the anger in me is still there..then i went over to other side to try and create trouble..lol..
went over to stare at a fellow..a guailan-laulan-xialan-kia..stare for so long then dun even dare to look at me..damn humji bodoh..rofl..fucking retard man..
right now i'm DAMN ANNOY BY THAT FUCKING HELL..she is like so "cheap"?
what the hell..right now if you came by my blog..i will tell you man.
i've tolerate you for a long time..enough is ENOUGH!!!!!!
you know smth call "勉強是没有幸福的!"..you know that?so stop spreading all the fucking nonsense you have been spreading..you're damn cunning,damn sly..you know that?so what you are fucking filthy rich?so what?
you think i dun have money?you think money is everything?
and please..FYI i have a GF almost twice my size..if you all think its her size that is bothering me..who in the world says size matters?rofl..
i've been giving you face for not saying all the harsh words and sarcastism..right now i seriously can't tolerate what you have done..
you already know i like who..and there i heard you went asking her who she like?
right now she also know abt it..its like damn fuck up la dey.._|_
yayaya come on hate me...all of you..yes,thats the right thing..HATE ME!

2009-02-16T21:52:00.002+08:00

heya..
have you ever thought of what might happen to you when
one day,just one day..
an accident happen..
then suddenly you were all alone in this world?
no kin.
no friends.
no brothers.
no sisters.
no nothing.
you were left all alone this this sickening world..
what would you do?
i dunno..i just thought of it out of nowhere..
suddenly,i felt so weird.
i felt so helpless all of the sudden.
my heart felt empty and it really affects me alot.
thinking of my past?comparing with the present.
i've changed.alot...and i will continue to change for the better...
since the day i decided to change,many have changed their perspective towards me..
i've treated my family much more better everyday but just sometimes,when i felt so irritated?
i burst..i tried to control but failed..
however,i will still try to control my temper even though i failed so many times..rofl.
i do not want to be regret..
i dun want to take things for granted when i have them...
i dun want to treasure things only when i loses them...
i never want to be what i used to be anymore...
i wanna break out of that freaking life...
i wanna lead a life without regretting..
i wanna...
i hope...
&i wish...

2009-02-04T19:50:00.029+08:00

damn boring thats why i spend hours doing all this..lol

The colour of your aura is gold!

We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better colour - a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too - all those halos in old paintings aren't coloured gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.

Captain Jack Sparrow

You are crazy, fun and eccentric. You somehow always have a way of getting out of a rough situation! You take every problem you've created and manage to turn it around! Freedome is your specialty. People count on you. "Take what you can. Give nothing back!"

white

You are pure, peaceful, and kind. You are independent and you manage in your life independatly.

Brawler

Much like a hokey player, you don't care if you get hit, just as long as you do more damage to the other guy.

i cant forget those days whatever happened

lovin her/him is still in ur blood .... u cannot forget him.... u wish he/she comes back

WOW!!! Your friends are lucky to have you as a friend.

You have a great personality and people would love to be your friend.

Earth Dragon

You are stable, solid, practical, realistic and cautious. You are also hard-working and dependable with the ability to rise steadily to a position of power. At your worst you can be materialistic, inhibited, introverted and not very sociable. You get along best with Water Dragons, and you get along worst with Fire Dragons.

You are a warm and sensitive person.

You are considerate and thoughtful, and you give good advice to your friends. You are a natural born romantic. Helping friends or anybody for that matter is your second nature. You hate liars and you would love the world to become a better place.

AL Capone

You Are The Legend Of gangsters Running The buisness smoothly without the police touching you but if the buisness isn't running smoothly then thas when the anger is revealed.

Your Dominant Chakra is Sahasrara (Crown)

Your dominant Chakra is not located at a particular point on your body- It radiates from just above your head. Sahasrara Chakra is commonly referred to as "Crown" Chakra not only because of where it is, but because it is composed of all the other 6 Chakras combined. If Sahasrara Chakra is your dominant Chakra it can have many implications. If you are religious, it can imply that you have a strong spiritual connection with your god. Sahasrara Chakra is present in great amounts in people who are spiritual. You are a wise person, and probably have a great deal of understanding of what goes on around you. Sahasrara Chakra is also present in large amounts in people who have a good memory. You are respected and have a good deal of respect for others. Sahasrara Chakra is representative of transcendental phenomena such as enlightenment. Sahasrara Chakra is associated with Aether (Energy), rather than a particular element.

Your name is definition of SEXY

YOU HAVE THE MOST SEXIEST NAME IN THE WORLD. IT IS THE DEFINITION OF SEXY.YOUR NAME IS PURE SEXYNESS.

Innocent soul

You have an innocent soul. You are very kind and care about everyone you know deeply. you keep them all close to your heart and wish the best for them. you can be a bit shy at times.

dragon

your fiery and brave nothing gets in your way

Personality

Your result shows that you're into what lies behind that girl's big beautiful eyes. You like a girl who is romantic, intelligent, and has a sense of humor. She definetly has it all--beauty and brains.

Wind

You are wind, ever flowing you are a dancer that ever flows and ever moves. You are trusted by all for everyone trusts the air they breath. You are the Uncatchable. Your fighting style favors the ability to not be seen and dance your enemies doom.

Air

an extreme version of wate, you show its same charetierisctics just in more extreme forms i.e. a cross of fire and earth(though closer to earth in your nature of both being helpfull and hurtfull, you can be destructive or creative. you can turn the tide(so to speak) or go with the flow, strong rooted or always on the move, has a tendacy to be helpfull but in an abrasive way, its not done on purpose its just your way, like tough love. always there for your friends weather they want it or not you are a good match with many areas of life, but espcially those of help(public service or charity) though primaryly of these descriptions you do show plenty of charqacteristics of the other elements

Wolverine

A true hot head. And not a person to follow orders.You do what you want, when you want.A powerful warrior on the field.

A gentleman.

He is kind and always cares how you are feeling. He will look at you from across the room until you notice the he will almost always look away. He will say stuff like, \\"I will always be there for you.\\" and,\\"You are always beautiful In my eyes.\\" He will hold doors open for you are make sure you know he was there. And he will always love you.

Edward Cullen

You're like Edward. You ONLY feed off of animals. You think it's rong to feed of off humans. Even though it's hard, you do your best to stick with the family's eating habbits.

Agression fighter

u fight from pure agression and r good at it u have a huge change when omeone pisses u off or makes u or your country look bad.

Spiderman

You have great agility, you can shoot out web out of your hands and you can climb up buildings and you have spider sense

The Joker

You are the Clown Prince of Crime. You enjoy having a good time no matter what is going on. Although your fun might come at the expense of others. Your sense of humor is legendary, but can be bothersome at times. Nevertheless, you're always the life of the party.

A Royal

Bow down everyone! Because you were once apart of the royal bloodline. You got to sit on your ass all day- fed grapes by your servants and dress in the most 'fashionable' outfits of the day. And when it was time to take responsibility-- you were simply too busy getting a back rub.

Angel

Good, holy, and always willing to do anything helpful. so long as its not aginst anyone's laws

Ares

You love to cause and watch people in pain, doesn't mean your evil, just means you find different things funnier than other people

what does my birthday mean..13nov
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward. Your Love, Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Even though you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.
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2009-02-01T21:43:00.003+08:00

Air

You are strategic in how you act. You are smart in thinking things through before acting. You do not get aggrevated very easily. Your go with the flow attitude comes in handy when faced with great difficulties. You oppose fighting and instead find solutions.

Marshmallow softie too kind

you may be too soft and sweet for your own good.you get stuck doing things you dont want to do to keep peace or please others.Next time you start to soften,ask yourself what you really want to do,then speak up and you will feel stronger. :)

UNICORN

Gentle and kind. A shy creature. But if you befriend someone then the person has a true friend for life. You're a healer there for every one else.

Pheonix

You are very Fiery. You are sometimes abrubt im youre actions. You dont choose your friends very well

2009-02-01T18:04:00.001+08:00

Outkast - Hey Ya - Outkast
Intro]
One two three uh!

[Verse One - Andre 3000]
My baby don't mess around
Because she loves me so
And this I know for shooo..
Uh, But does she really wanna
But can't stand to see me
Walk out the dooor..
Don't try to fight the feelin'
Because the thought alone is killing me right nooww..
Uh, thank god for mom and dad
For sticking two together
'Cause we don't know hooowww...
UH!

[Chorus:]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..

[Verse Two - Andre 3000]
You think you've got it
Ohh, you think you've got it
But got it just don't get it
Till' there's nothing at
AaaaaaaaAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAAAAAaaaaaallllll. .
We get together
Ohh, we get together
But seperate's always better when there's feelings
InvooooooOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOooooooOOOOO lved
If what they say is "Nothing is forever"
Then what makes, Then what makes, Then what makes
Then what makes, Then what makes LOOVVEEE?
(Love exception) So why you, why you
Why you, why you, why you are we so in denial
When we know we're not happy heeeerrreeee...
Y'all don't want me here you just wanna dance

[Chorus]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (Don't want to meet your daddy, OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just want you in my Caddy OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH, don't want to meet yo' mama OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just wan't to make you cumma OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (I'm, OHH OH I'm, OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (I'm just being honest OHH OH, I'm just being honest)

[Bridge - Andre 3000]
Hey, alright now
Alright now fellas, (YEAH!)
Now what's cooler than bein' cool?
(ICE COLD!) I can't hear ya'
I say what's cooler than bein' cool?
(ICE COLD!) whooo...
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, Ok now ladies, (YEAH!)
And we gon' break this thing down in just a few seconds
Now don't have me break this thang down for nothin'
Now I wanna see y'all on y'all baddest behavior
Lend me some suga', I am your neighbor ahh here we go!
Shake it, shake, shake it, shake it (OHH OH)
Shake it, shake it, shake, shake it, shake it, shake it (OHH OH)
Shake it, shake it like a Polaroid Picture, shake it, shake it
Shh you got to, shake it, shh shake it, shake it, got to shake it
(Shake it Suga') shake it like a Poloroid Picture

[Verse Three - Andre 3000 (Repeating "Shake it" in background)]
Now while Beyonce's and Lucy Lui's
And baby dolls, get on the floor
(Get on the floor)
You know what to dooo..
You know what to dooo..
You know what to do!

[Chorus]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh oh, Hey Ya)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh, uh, OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)

2009-01-30T20:09:00.002+08:00

lol..today went modern dance ;)..noooooo not to see girls..but to dance..haah..i've been longing to dance but didn't know how...so this time went to learn some moves from friend and at the same time teach some sec1 moves too..=)
it was fun..tiring..and quite irritating lurhhs..as the sec 1s are all fooling ard..lol
now then i know teaching people to do things,aren't easy as it looks..hahaha
i learn my lesson,and i won't give my teachers trouble again..hehhs..
ohh ya,tml will be going mrs loh's house..guessing that it will be a wonderful day uhh..=)

2009-01-29T16:02:00.002+08:00

wtf..today really isn't my day..its really a bad day for me..fucking hell..
dismiss at 215pm..went home only to find out no one was at home!(as my keys are broken)tried calling my sister for the first time,second time,third time..no one ans..msg her,nv reply..i was like camping outside my house..i tot of alot of ways to come in including climbing like spiderman..lollol..i tried climbing,its a close one..i almost fell..my heart almost fell out..i climb back..went downstairs,strolling for awhile..in the end at abt 3plus called my sister again..she pass me the keys,and i went home after that.reached home at abt just now?rofl..
damn it..today really isn't my day..:/

2009-01-26T12:09:00.001+08:00

happy chinese new year all!=)

2009-01-25T18:05:00.002+08:00

oohhh myyyyy....what a way to spend my new year eve.."fish" up..it just shyt..
ytd went fishing,jurong point,leon house and boon's bbq then home i went.

2009-01-24T01:23:00.006+08:00

its the first time i'm drawing so seriously even during art class also didn't draw anything..
as i'm really bored and it took me abt 3-4hrs{?} drawing..lol..
&pardon me for my poor drawings
here are the pictures..and i had a hard time drawing the mouth and nose
oh ya,so is the sunglasses..rofl.

2009-01-22T13:00:00.003+08:00

lollol..another boring day..its D&T now..lol..my free period agn..
right now i'm thinking whether i've wasted 2years of my life in secondary school life..lol..
i've spent 6 years in secondary school..from express drop to normal academic some more retain..now sec 5.sian ahh..wonder if i can make it to poly siol..hahahs..
ltr go home still need to paint house..sian ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh